Even when your best friends makes a bad decision, don’t hold back those words & tell her what she wants to hear, tell her what she needs to hear. Tell her the truth in how you really feel, even if it pushes her away. Even if you never see her again & you did all that you could do, know that your honesty shows how much you wanted her back, her good self, that honest and strong self. Well heck even when she’s vulnerable she was a humble girl. Never hold back on whatever you wanna say to people whether that be from true love or true hate, it’s that honesty that makes us all work together. I will miss you Carman, I wish I told you everything on my mind about you, so maybe you didn’t die so young. I loved you so much.